Thursday, April 30, 2009
super screwed ~~~!!
i can just cry now ..
but that'll be pathetic ..
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sadd ..
screwed my compo today
super screwed my compo today
super damn screwed my compo today
super damn freaking screwed my compo today
super damn feaking arsehole screwed my compo today
&&&&&&&&&&
super sad ...
but xh told me to move on ~
i thought of that ..
but still ..
i know my last post said to smile ..
but ..
haizz ..
dont worry ..
i'll be smiling in no time ..
just let me regret and blame myself for a few more moments ..
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Kono machi wa suki da
but I guess nothing can be left alone; unchanged
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*sigh* ..
no one cares anymore ..
no one bothers anymore ..
i guess theres no " kind + patient + caring etc. " people in this world ..
its just a freaking myth ..
sighh ..
better stop dreaming ..
and start living reality ..
but only somehow
we have somewhat ..
3 more years to live ..
i guess?
What if you have 3 more years to live ..
What will you do?
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
whuat?
wahh ..today i feel damn sleepy ...
and kinda motivated about how people can be so passionate about something ..
or they kinda commit their life to something ~
so motivated ~~
=== dont ask me where i read that up~
i just felt like blogging something ..
or else my blog will be like ..
so ..
soo ...
DEAD ~
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by the way, all these short-cut words these days really kinda bug me ..
i dont even know what others are talking already ...
T.T '''
example :
1) WTH = what the hell/heck
2) btw = by the way
3) cmi = cannot make it / can make it
4) wtf = what the (you should know ..)
i'm not trying to say that its bad ..
but if its being used too much ..
it'll become a habbit ..
and next time, you'll see "WTH" in your composition ..
and so ..
i decided to come up with some funny stuff ..
example:
1) WTH = world's tallest hamster
2) btw = blind talking woman
3) cmi = colour made idiot ..
4) wtf = world's talking fish ..
super lame huh ...
haha ..it'll be great if you'll laugh ..
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i wonder why people these days are so ..
err ..( i'm not gonna say emo so ..)
down ..
typical moodswings ?
or iszit just something else ..
why can't you people just smile?
i know its hard but ..
still, just try ..
if you're gonna tell me "if you were in my shoes, i'm sure you can't smile too!" ..
hey, i'm human too~ so i've been in your freakin' shoe ..
and i smiled! so you have to smile too~
....
+++++++++++++++++++++++++
suprisingly i've changed from primary sch till now ..
ahaha~
i feel much more better ..( except for my throat ..)
i wonder why do i have to put on a frown everyday ..
waste energy ..
haha, i wonder if i've changed for the better?
~~~
well, gotta go ..
..
gonna try and go for cosplay on this day and event ..
Summer Matsuri
Date: 30 August (Music Matsuri) 31 August (Cosplay Matsuri)
Cost: Free
Venue: Vivocity, Rooftop amphitheatre, Sky park
Time: 11am - 8pm
Subculture: J-rock, Lolita, Goth, VK,
Cosplay: Anime, Manga, Game, Movie
think i'll go as E.R ?
haha, people follow me~
or else i'll look like some dumb person standing there ..
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
wth?
its been a few days ..
but now i'm posting something again ..
all because i got threatened?
nvm ..
her dream is almost like mine ..
so i dont really care anyway ~~
*sighh*
nothing to update leh ..
only that i managed to compose just 1 song that somehow dosen't sound like any other song ..
( i mean, dont sound alike with any of the songs i heard ..)
finally~~~~ ^^v
..
had sorethroat ..
and mother is scolding about how un-dicipined i am ..
then ..
my tighs are damn sore ..
walk also pain ..
'cause tuesday wushu did somethings ..
but if these are called " VERY EASY " already ..
so ..
yeahh ..must ownself train hard ..
........
sighh ..
cannot sleep well these days ..
1) got disturbed
2) kept coughing at night
3) kept waking up ...dont know why ..
I WANT MY OWN ROOM !!
so that no one can anyhow go in ..
TT
grrrrrrrr ...
Saturday, April 18, 2009
not gonna blog ..
errm ..
i dont think i should blog for awhile ..
keep those tags coming along ..
if there's anything that i can help with ..
dont be afraid to tell me ..
i'll do whatever i can to help ..
[ most probably ..]
so ..
yeahh ..
see you in a few weeks time ~
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さようなら
Friday, April 17, 2009
overr~
the wushu competition finally over ..
pheww ..
or at least ..
TT
...
haiya ..
must work harder this year ..
to get better next year ..
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just wanna blog ..
or something ..
blahh blahh blahh ~
whoaa ..
the wushu group event was ..
kinda nice i guess?
my 'c' girls won 3rd for quan !!
hurray~~!
now i need to treat them lunch ~~
*looks into wallet*
*no money*
*die!*
...
lols~
i'll find a way ..
and needa find time to go and eat with them ...
XD
..
sian ..
very sleepy ..
really really decided to start working and studying this saturday and sunday ..
there's one chinese phrase that i wanna imitate it ..
i just forgot what is it ..
fei qin wang shi ??
meaning = keep working and working then forget to eat and sleep ~
haha!
wanna try that out ..
wonder if i can really forget to do anything anot ..
*grins*
...
...
today P.E played tennis ~
btw, if you think tennis is easy,
THINK AGAIN !
..its not like badminton ~~
( of course, badminton isn't easy too~ ..)
( well, nothing in the world is easy ..)
..
so kinda played for awhile ..
then a few seniors came in to play with us too ..
then in the end ..
'cause i was the one who let them play with us ..
then ..
in the end ..
i return so many balls ..
all of a sudden ..
i became the ball catcher ..
means : i'm not playing at all ..i'm just catching the ball to let them play ...
TT
sadd ..
should've played on my own ..
[ furthermore! so cool! i get to say " mada mada dane! " when i play! hahas! ]
...
~~~
i think i should pick up tennis when i have nothing to do ..
Monday, April 13, 2009
cooking ~
currently cooking lunch ..
ahaha~
00000000000000000000
ok ..
just felt like updated or at least ..
..
i dont know ..
something ?
...
wushu competition group event coming up ..
this wednesday
..
tomorrow is the last training day ..
then after the competition ..
rest and prepare FULLY for mid-years
...
i really needa top in some subjects
or at least ..
aim for 70% and above
just hope that i can ..
i super slack this year ...
'cause everyone keep saying ..
" aiya, _ _ _ _ sure top one la! no need say one ..."
then ..
i damn irritated ..
so i decided to slack this year ..
then let other people have some stupid chance ..
haha~
( you might think that this is an excuse or some kind of stupid way of saying ' i totally didn't study for this year ' ...well, think all you want, but this is the truth .. )
...
...........
ok! so ..
...
gonna eat lunch and watch anime ..
so ..
Good luck preparing for mid-years !
Thursday, April 9, 2009
wheeze ..
just finished watching kiki's delivering service ..
so ..
lols la ..
wth ..
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gonna blog something ..
just dont know what ..
*sigh*
*Sigh*
*SIgh*
*SIGh*
*SIGH*
SIGH !!!!*
....
oh yeahh ..
to my dearest juniors who found my blog :
i shall give you a bigg ..
hello !! and congratulations for finding my pathetic blog ! if you were to find some miserable secrets or some sort, please do not spread it around ~ ...
so ..
what shall i blog about ..
today's wushu was fine ..
C girls were doing fine ..
just needa coordinate more ..
i needa be less tense ..
or else we die ..
damn sleepy ..
needa sleep till shiok on good friday ..
then catch up on homework
then read up chinese
then have tuition ..
then catch up anime
...
sadd ..
sighh ..
really nothing to blog about ..
just needa catch up ..
and ..
oh yeahh ..
you guys hor ..
can help me or advise me ..
wheather to choose ..
Design & Technology
or
Art
for my humanities ?
....
nothing else to blog lo ..
how's your week coming along ?
Monday, April 6, 2009
I CLENCHED A SILVER !!!
*sigh*
If only I did that
I only I could
I only I didn't
I could have
I wouldn't have
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[ .... ] = something that people would say/something i would probably say
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OK !
GONNA DO A QUICK UPDATE ..
TODAY !!
WAS THE LAST OF MY INDIVIDUAL WUSHU COMPETITION ..
so now must focus on group event ..
must train the juniors lohh !!
*evil laughter ..*
nahh, i dont think i will be that bad ?
lols
well ..
Today's competition ..
well ..
it was kinda unexpected ..
well, due to my leg injury, i can't really perform that well ..
[ EXCUSES ! ]
well, yes, that was a very idiotic excuse ..
I could've perform well ..
..
but i guess i freaked out
and didn't practice well before the competition ..
so i did some obvious mistakes ...
but then ..
i
iiiii
iiiiiiii
GOT A SILVER !!
[ so lousy ! ]
yeahh yeahh, very lousy ..
but not badd la ..
the person who won me also in Singapore Sports School mahh ..
but to get a gold ..
i missed 0.04 points to achieve a gold !
*sigh*
nevermind ..
shall train hard for next year ^^
well ..
other than me ..
today ..
we got another few more medals ..
Siver -> won by Xin Le ( Tai Ji Jian )
Fourth -> won by Kimberly ( 1st international Broad Sword )
Fourth -> won by Raymond ( Tai Ji Jian )
Fifth -> clenched by Qi Ting ( 2nd international Broad Sword )
Fifth -> clenched by Edwin ( Tai Ji Jian)
??? -> clenched by Eunice ( 2nd international Jian )
I'm so sorry that i dont know your position Eunice ..
but you really did a great job !! seriously !!
AND EVERY OTHER PEOPLE WHO COMPETED TODAY AND THE PAST FEW DAYS ..
YOU ALL DID A VERY GOOD JOB !! SERIOUSLY !! I'M NOT KIDDING !!
even if you don't win a medal on that very day ..
you're still here, and you know that you yourself did your best/ a good job on competiting in the competition ..
so don't worry ..
although the second chance is still far away ..
you can take the time to polish your routine
and come back with readiness !
[ so dramatic ]
i'm sorry for that dramatic speech
but its kinda true ..
dont you think ?
...
or not i guess ...
well ..
i guess i'll stop here then ..
Good Luck on whatever competition you have ~
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
i did my best ..
TODAY'S THE COMPETITION DAY !!!!!!!
WOOTS !
*sigh*
XDDD
XPPPP
XSSSSS
=XXXX
well ..
lets just say that today i was very nervous ..
my heart was beating once i stepped in front of the chung cheng school hall ..
then when i was at the holding area ..
my heart beat faster ..
and my legs were kinda shivering ..
then when i was preparing to go into the carpet ..
my heart was beating and beating ..
and my legs were kinda numb ..
ahaha ..
but lucky got people support me ^^
and go teacher to tell me " BREATHE !! " (somewhat)
can relax a little ^^
I won't be like last time ..
so negative ~ -_- '''
i have positive thoughts now !!
ahaha ..
so today i told myself to give the BEST performance i ever had ...
and I DID !!
My points were 8.18/10
^^
happy!
but got people get 8.35+/10
TT
aha ..
dont worry ..i didn't cry ..
i was really happy ..
and HONEST !!
TODAY WAS THE BEST PERFORMANCE I'VE EVER DONE !!
but of course ..
next year's one will be BETTER ! ..
ahaha ..
next competition is 6 april ..
wish me all the best ^^
