Wednesday, December 3, 2008
real post ..
Note: if you wanna ignore this post ..its ok ..its wasting your valuable time anyway .. >.>
grr ..
felt damn regretted today ..
dont know why ..
*sigh*
well ..
like my usual holidays ..
emotional changes (dont wanna use the term 'moodswing')
sometimes happy
sometimes sad
sometimes confused
sometimes irritated
sometimes angry
blah blah blah blah blah ..
soo ..
grr ..
i seriously need to focus on my wushu already!
i am sick and tired of getting scolded by my jiao lian ..
so this is freakin' why I made up a damn schedule for next year or so ..
(to train abdominal stamina so I wont get tired after finishing 1/4 of the routine)
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Sit Ups: 50-70
Push Ups:
-girl one: 50-70
-boy one: 30-50
Crunches: 30-50
Areoplanes: 50-70
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If you think thats pushing it too much ..
then wth ..
I'm ok with it ..
If you think its not enough ..
then I try to increase the amount of things to do ..
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today got lectured/scolded/nagged by jiao lian
'cause she caught me following the taiji moves when I can't even do my own ones ..
geh ..
admitted it ..
but i did practice alittle ..
...
you're right ..
a little is not enough ..
*sighhhh ..*
sometimes ..
I really think that ..
when I see the professionals do ..
I just ask myself ..
" WHY THE HELL CAN'T I DO AS BEAUTIFULLY AS THEM ?!!?!?!?! "
then I would punch the wall and slap my face ..(like I usually do ..)
I mean ..
wushu is sort of a childhood sport for me ..
then ..
when I was a kid ..
I saw the people do their routines at the centre ..
its seriously not hard at all !
I mean ..
all you have to do in wushu is ..
:
- Stances must be down properly (body must be straight)
- Routine steps must be remembered correctly( including where to run and such)
- must give out the feel ( qi se )
- must bai your head ..
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thats all !!
4 simple things !!
and I can't do it !!
damn ! I suck !!
...
even if I tried to do it, it dosen't look right at all !!
damn !!
I know I'm not a professional
but still
its just 4 simple things!
4 ! umpat ! shi ! yon !
grr ..
now dont even know why I'm getting so stressed over one CCA ..
haizz ..
dont even know how my sch the wushu alumini can achieve such a good standard ..
I heard from my current seniors that they were AMAZING !!
seriously wanna learn from them ..
I just HAVE to !!
...
*paused for a few minutes while closing my eyes ..thinking of something that i've forgotten ..*
...........
did a research on my routines ..
and this is what I found out ..
..
for my Jian(straight sword)
:
and for my Qiang(spear):
dont know if my jiao lian wants me do it like them or not ..
what they teach are maybe a little different ..
but ..
I'll just try to learn from these videos la ..
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have fun watching them !
(and freakin' think of how stressed i am ..) ..
(lols! jkjkjkjkjkjkjkjk!)
mata na ..