BOKUWA !!!
KYOUWA !!!
BENKYOU DE !!!
SHI !
MA !
SHOU !!!!
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dont bother about that ..
So ..
someone
(name will not be mentioned ..)
asked me to upload
and so here I am ..
but I think I will not be updating until my exams are over ...
cause ..
MY
END OF YEAR IS COMING !!!!!!!!!!
AND I'M NOT FULLY PREPARED YET !!!!!!!
grrr ..
sometimes ..(i know you would think of that too)
i think that parents ..
just wants us to lock ourself in the room and study all day long
and if we look up to rest our eyes ..
they will shout
"STUDY LA !!! SO LAN DUO !! FAIL FAIL FAIL !! I LAST TIME NOT LIKE THAT YOU KNOW !!"
then they just remind us of their past and tell us how wonderful they are ..
more wonderful than our minister and president ..
....
I'm trying to study as hard as I can already !!
I'm at my limit !! (sort of ...)
and so ..
I still have to study ..(cause my mother expect me to be the TOP 5% of my level)
..
sickening ..
although ..
I want to be la ..(cause it'll be so cool to feel to be smart for ONCE)
but ..
I ain't smart at all ..
I am one of those ..
Intelectually Low IQ people ...
..
I can't study things ..
I am quite simple minded ..
so ..
..
ya ..
...........
arhhhh ..
so ..
now i'm feeling:
Guilty, Pressured, Confused and (alittle feel like crying those kind of feeling) <--not sad .
grr ..
well ..
this week ..
I composed some songs which I haven't completed it yet ..
but still ..
yeah ..
...
and ..
blah ..
and blah ..
and blah ! ..
what the hell I am blogging ah?! ..(waiting for anime to load..)
..
..
today I think i'm going crazy ..
well ..
better just sleep off first ..
geh ! ...
so ..
well ..
see a in about ..
a month ?
haha ..
BYE BYE !!
