Tuesday, September 30, 2008

translate your vulgar words and use it properly ..


whasup~
chasup~
weeeeesuuupp~~!!
...
well ..i'm just up because i'm waiting for my anime to load again ..
and ..(just to note that i'm taking this as 30th September ..)
I SAW XUANHUI AT THE MRT TODAY !!
AGAIN !!
and dont know why charlotte lime cannot see her ..T.T
..talk too much liao la ..
ehehehehehe ..KIDDING KIDDING !!!!
dreamt of a bad dream that night too ..
..well , i'll just type it down ..
-
I dreamt..
i dreamt ..that ..
1. i was late for school
2. and I have a very damn important exam that day ..
3. i chased for the train
4. the train flew away ...-_-''
5. i chased the bus
6. the bus few away ...-_-'''
7. i ran to school
8. the school got up and walked away ...-_-''''
9. and forced myself to wake up ..
10. and i heard the alarm clock ringing ..
-
end of story ..
today ..
got 3 periods free ^^
Chinese&English
..
both exams finish lo ..
Both paper and oral ..
but chinese listening is on tuesday ..
so ..
buuu huu ~....
..
for chinese ..
we can do whatever we want ..
but must quietly and cannot walk around and cannot sleep and *blah blah blah blah blah* ...
in the end ..
still must study ..
or not? ..
yeah ..
for english ..
my teacher gave us movie to watch ..
its called the ..
"The Huanted Mansion"
damn funny ..
(cause I watched already ..)
..
heh !!
today is the first time i see my eng teacher ^lauged^
..
you know what ?!
..
I suddenly feel like !
I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE !!
LIVING IN A SMALL LITTLE COTTAGE IN THE COUNTRY SIDE !!!
...
..
LAME SHIT ARSE !!
..
my next exam is on friday ..
its ..
Maths
and
History
Maths ..
I need help ...
History ..
I needa read up about Faquhar and Raffles and Nepolic war and Dutch and France and ....
*blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah*
....
hahahahahah ..
ok !
got to go .!!
tomorrow !!
I'M GONNA DO MY -
1ST. ART EXAM !!
2ND. REVISE MATHS !!!
3RD. READ UP AND REVISE HISTORY !!!!
------
AND TO ALL THE MALAYS OUT THERE !!
I'LL WISH YOU ..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA !!!
AND TO ALL THE CHILDEREN (mostly in MBS)
HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY !!!
(sad ..cannot celebrate already !!)
(I MISS THE CANDY !!!)
JAAAAAA !!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

barejata ...TT !!!

Bare ...jata ...
TT

5.54p.m: I got caught stealing.
6.15p.m: I got cursed
7.00p.m: the peperation for the be-headed ceremony is getting ready
8.00p.m: The ceremony starts
9.00p.m: I got my head choped off ..
9.30p.m: my bloody head will be hang on the door
10.00p.m: he will celebrate ..

..
i did something weirdly bad ..?
..
ya ..
well ..
my bro is very strict about people coming into his room
and especially using his computor
and so on and so on ...
and so ...
this afternoon
acturlly ..
I very damn fed up that I can't find Code Geass to watch ..
and so because I have no idea he found it and download it ..
and so ..
I searched his folder and found it ..
so in conclusion:
I stole my brother's anime videos without his permission ..

gah ..
that damn bunny ..

Lesson Learned:
ONCE YOU GET WHAT YOU WANT ..
THE OTHERS LEAVE IT ASIDE
NEXT TIME CAN STEAL ...

(yes, I will still steal ..)

-----
well ..
I have exams starting from tomorrow ..
and I'm damn scared ..
..
Tomorrow:
English : Paper 1 & Paper 1
+
Chinese Oral
.....
-----

ahhh ..
die die ..
wish me luck ^^
and
I'll wish all of you luck for EOY
..
so ..
MINA!!!
GAMBARE NE !!!!
JIA YOU EVERYONE !!!!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

BENKYO SHIMASHOU !!!!!


BOKUWA !!!
KYOUWA !!!
BENKYOU DE !!!
SHI !
MA !
SHOU !!!!
---
dont bother about that ..
So ..
someone
(name will not be mentioned ..)
asked me to upload
and so here I am ..
but I think I will not be updating until my exams are over ...
cause ..
MY
END OF YEAR IS COMING !!!!!!!!!!
AND I'M NOT FULLY PREPARED YET !!!!!!!
grrr ..
sometimes ..(i know you would think of that too)
i think that parents ..
just wants us to lock ourself in the room and study all day long
and if we look up to rest our eyes ..
they will shout
"STUDY LA !!! SO LAN DUO !! FAIL FAIL FAIL !! I LAST TIME NOT LIKE THAT YOU KNOW !!"
then they just remind us of their past and tell us how wonderful they are ..
more wonderful than our minister and president ..
....
I'm trying to study as hard as I can already !!
I'm at my limit !! (sort of ...)
and so ..
I still have to study ..(cause my mother expect me to be the TOP 5% of my level)
..
sickening ..
although ..
I want to be la ..(cause it'll be so cool to feel to be smart for ONCE)
but ..
I ain't smart at all ..
I am one of those ..
Intelectually Low IQ people ...
..
I can't study things ..
I am quite simple minded ..
so ..
..
ya ..
...........
arhhhh ..
so ..
now i'm feeling:
Guilty, Pressured, Confused and (alittle feel like crying those kind of feeling) <--not sad .
grr ..
well ..
this week ..
I composed some songs which I haven't completed it yet ..
but still ..
yeah ..
...
and ..
blah ..
and blah ..
and blah ! ..
what the hell I am blogging ah?! ..(waiting for anime to load..)
..
..
today I think i'm going crazy ..
well ..
better just sleep off first ..
geh ! ...
so ..
well ..
see a in about ..
a month ?
haha ..
BYE BYE !!

Sunday, September 14, 2008

stressed, confused and tired ..

well well ..
yesterday's performance was ..
well? ..
i guess its worse than the one in ubi ..(in my opinion la ..)
but my senior say I do better ..

haiya ..
i suck forever ..
in no matter what I do ..
I can't do anything right ..
I'm a complete failure ..
I'm a incomplete human ..
..

Had a very weird dream last night ..
forgot what is it ..
but its quite interesting ..
..
i think its about war ah? ..
then I was chased by lots of people
cause I was about to destroy the world ..
I guess?
..
hahaha ..
if only that could happen ..
it would be the best ..

well ..
this morning ..
huimin came to my house ..
but never come in la ..
she out side the gate ..
cause I going out soon ..
therefore ..
even if she came in ..
I going out ...
so ..
theres no point ..
???????

___
_ __O
dont know if you know what that means but ..
what the heck ..

so some questions ..

1. Why are you blogging?
-waiting for anime to load ..

2. How are you feeling?
-now? hmm, stressed, confused and tired ..

4. Do you feel a sense of accomplishment this year?
-not quite ..I feel a sense of failure this year.

5. Are you feeling emo this year?
-hmm ..not recently. I'm just forcing myself to look on the bright side rather than thinking of dying.

6. Do you feel annoyed ? By who?
-Very very Annoyed ! ..brother ..

7. Do you play an instrument(s)? What instrument(s)?
-yes ..
.Piano
.Guitar
.Clarinet
.Bass Clarinet

8. Are there any(more) insturment that you wanna learn? What instrument(s)?
-yes!
.Violin

9. Do you know how to dance? Which type?
-no ..

10. Are there any(more) dance(s) that you wanna learn? What type?
-yes
.Popping
.Breakdancing

11. Do you play sports? What kind?
-yes
.Badminton
.Wushu
.Basketball(not good)
.Swimming(not good)

12. Are there any(more) sport(s) that you wanna learn? What kind?
-yes
.Kendo
.Ai-kido

13. Do you like birthdays?
-mine? I have never enjoyed it completely.
-others? I have never enjoyed it completely.

14. Do you like your family?
-sometimes. But they are my family, of couse I have to like them.

15. Do you like your friends?
-sometimes. Depends who they are. But they are my friends, of couse I have to like them.

16. Have you shown your true colours to anyone?
-I guess I haven't.

17. Do you speak any languages other than English? What are they?
-yes ..
.Chinese(not good)
.Japanese(not good at all)

18. Have you ever acted cool just to impress someone?
-yes

19. Have you ever been influenced by someone bad and got addicted to something against the law?
-I guess not.

20. Please describe " Your World ".
- It is painted in White and Grey and It kept working hard by producing sounds everyday. It is very peaceful as no humans existed. Sometimes, some humans tried to break in and war started. However, after every war, it remained empty and quiet.

21. Please describe " Your Friends ".
-They are kind and very precious to me. However, they have their own lifes which I should never interfere with. They have their own attitude which I could never change. They have their own minds and ideas which I can never think of. They are good at things they do and I can never meet up to their standards. Therefore, I have to try my best to help them in whatever I can. And so ..I remained as quiet as ever.

22. Please describe " Your Family ".
-Like wise. They are very precious and important to me. But they have their own lifes and attitudes due to some influences. Everyone is smart and very good at something. I can never meet up to their standards. They are one of a kind individualy and together.

23. Why are you asking yourself these things?
-because I wanted to know more.

24. Ever thought of dying
-last time ..

25. Ever thought of destroying the world?
- yes

26. Ever thought of erasing your existance?
-Everytime

27. Do you have a split personality?
-Don't know ..?

28. Ever thought of creating something new that everyone could appreciate? Have you did it?
- yes.
-I did not.

29. What is your dream name? Why name it?
-Shiro
-the word shiro was taken from the word "o'shiroi" (which means white in japanese). And white is the symbol of pure. And so, I wanted everything in my mind to be clear and pure.

30. Do you think that everything you have done up till now is just ...a fake?
- Yes.

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well ..
that was some odd questions ..
..
(i created it myself ..so dont try to get it from anywhere ..)
and now my anime has loaded finish ..

JAAA !

Friday, September 12, 2008

yet ..another performance ..

cool ..
just now was 11.59pm, 12 september ..
now is 12.19am, 13 september ..
and ..
I'M 13 YEARS OLD !!
that means ..
I'M OLD !!
OLD I TELL YA !!
OLD !!

god damn shit ..

gah ..
so ..
now ..I can't sleep cause ..
i afternoon ..
5pm sleep till 9pm ...
..
so kinda ..very awake now ..
so while waiting for my anime to load ..
i shall just blog for awhile ..
..

to those who remembered my birthday:
THANKS ^^
YOU REMEMBERED ..
so ..
thankyou:

Peishin
Meifang
Huimin
Yongxin
Charlotte Lim
Jiahui

--
if i've left you out ..
i'm so sorry TT

--
hmm ..
oh yeah!

I got another Wushu Performance at ..
Kallang Bahru, Block 63 - The Floating Deck ,,
so ..
errr ..
i seriously don't know where is it ..
and ..
well ..
maybe the info could be wrong ..

---
OK ! CHANGE TOPIC !

TODAY !!
I SPENT
1 HOUR 30 MIN
WITH A KITTEN
WHICH I NAMED
"SHIKU" !!
...
"shi" for " o'shiroi " which is white in jap
"ku" for " o'kuroi" which is black in jap ..
cause the cat is white and black in colour ..

shiku was sick when I came back from school!
TT
she was sneezing and had hiccup!!
TT
so ..
I wanted to rush up to my house and get a shirt that I can't wear already and cover her so she wont get cold ..

but in the end ..
I did something disgusting ..
I think you all will avoid me in the future and will definately say
"EEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!"
when you see me ..

so ..
the disgusting thing that most of you would think of it ..
is that I found a cloth (half the size of a kitchen cloth when you clean the table ..)
and well ..I found that cloth in a dusbin ..
its not really full of trash ..
so I just picked it up and cover Shiku ..
and so ...
I spended half an hour with it ..
..

she was in a bicycle basket ..
and I didn't want her to get out ..
so whenever she try to climb ..
i scratch her head ..
then whoa!
..
tell you somthing !!
smart leh that cat !!
I put my fist down into the basket ..
she used her paw to give me a fist-hit ..
you know ..
those kind of people who see each other and use their fist to knock against each other? ..
yeahh ..
those kind ..

then !!
tell you one discovery !!
CAT'S PAW-PAD IS DAMN SOFT AND SQUISHY !!!!!
- -''

..
so for after that I went up and bathe and watch anime ..
and then I went down to find Shiku and ..
she was playing under some dangerous thing ..
so a called her to come to me ..
lols ..(seems like I can talk to cats ..)
ahahaha ..
then play play for awhile ..
then suddenly ..
SHIKU WENT HYPER ACTIVE !!
and it JUMPED !! and RAN!!
and then it hid at a pillar ..
where a malay girl stand there ..
..

THEN !!
the malay girl saw her and rubbed her head and then ..
she GRABED !!! (enphasizing on the GRABED) SHIKU AWAY !!!
then she brought it up to show her friend ..
damn it la !!
steal my cat !!
...
(i do not own it ..so I shall cancel the "my" away ..)
..

then after awhile ..
she GRABBED IT UP AGAIN !!
then ..
after awhile
SHE GRABBED IT UP AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!!!!
TT

..
so till then I was bored and I went back home ..
wash up ..
and went to sleep ..
and so now I'm quite energetic ..

!!!!!
my anime loaded finish lo !!

ja !
mata ne !!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

...long time again ..no update .





















fine fine !
I'll update !

hmm ..
last friday got Performance at Ubi Avenue 1, Block 333
so ..
wa
..
DAMN NERVOUS !!.
(dont wanna eleborate)
..
Meifang came ^^
so ..
Just wanna thank her for surpporting ^^!






so just a quick review of what I was thinking ...

well ..

ermm ..(my blog got some prob ..so you may not see things normally ..)

err ..I was thinking that ..

last time ..

I was very well known to be the stupidest person in school ..

and now in sec ..

Somehow my history teacher went to the higher class in my stream and told them why I'm in a lousy class and not in that class/express ...

>.>

so damn not used to that lo ..

I am suppose to be very stupid one ..

suddenly ..

whoa ..

TT

I can't really believe that I'm saying this but ..

I WANNA BE THE LAST IN CLASS AGAIN !!!

OR AT LEAST TO BE KNOWN AS A USELESS STUPID PERSON !!

(awkward !!)

so thats it for today ..
gotta go ..





Ja ne !

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

quizes ...keke

quizes ..keke ..
(comments will be made after I do those quizzes)



You are 30% girly!

Have fun and be yourself. thats my motto. if that means playing with toy cars and drinking beer, so be it. hey, a lot of girls just want to be "one of the guys" maybe you can show them how.

How Girly are you?
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(awsome ..)



Your score on this personality test was 42%

Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a longer time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

Personality Quiz
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(.......rrriiiiggghhhttt ..)



You Feel Like You Don't Fit In 65% Of The Time

Life can be a struggle for you. You have a place in the world, but you may not have found it yet. Don't give up though. You are a unique person, and that means you don't fit in all the time. But it is something you should not fight against but embrace. You will find your way.

Do You Have a Place in This World?
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(..geh !)


How will I die?
Your Result: You will be murdered.

This doesn't guarantee pain and suffering, but it will be at the hands of another. Perhaps the vile deeds of a past life will attribute to this horrific demise. Do not fear murder. There is a rare epiphany that comes from this type of death. You will see it in the last moments.

You will die while saving someone's life.
You will die from a terminal illness.
You will die in a car accident.
You will die in a nuclear holocaust.
You will die of boredom.
You will die while having sex.
You will die in your sleep.
How will I die?
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(shit ..i'll be murdered)

....

thats it i guess ..

ja na ..

-OBOETERU-


    ♦Please note that I will not metion anyone's name in my posts.
    (unless I want to compliment, thank, apologise, scold, etc, someone.)

    -BOKU-

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      ; -Please note that some of this is not real.
      ; Hisaki Shiro
      ; Seishun Gakuen
      ; 2-B
      ; Wushu
      ; Piano
      ; Violin?
      ; Guitar?
      ; -----------
      ; LOVEPrimaryFriends+WushuFamily
      ; if you dare to hurt them anywhere
      ; I swear I'll KILL you
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      ; 決して理解しない。

    please put your REAL name!



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