Friday, August 29, 2008
BEST DAY OF 2008 !!!!!!
TODAY !!
IS !!
(might)
THE !!
BEST !!
DAY !!
OF !!
MY !!
2008 !!
SO !!
first ..
I got out of bed ..and I fell down ..*ouch*
and packed up and went to MRT ..
saw a schoolmate and she told me to wear PE cause the whole school gotta walk around the school ...
lame man !
Secondly ..
got teacher's day celebration ..
I dont want to say about that cause ..
Although it was very ....
musical??
but it caused me leg cramps ..
and now my leg is cramping like hell ..
Thridly ..met up with charlotte lim and went to MBS ..
^^
this is where the fun is getting started ..
so ..
I met Au (or aou or ao ..dont know??) Shi Hui ..
then talk then ate abit ..
then met Yi Qing ..
ehehe ..so talk and talk ..
then ..
wait for xuanhui ..
and she came ^^
so ..
1st: Xuan Hui
2nd: Peishin
3rd: Meifang
4th: Yongxin+Charlotte Lum
5th: Hui Min
^^FEELING DAMN HAPPY THAT I FINALLY MET THEM !!!
hmm hmm hmm ...
okok !
so ..
...
oh ya ..also saw simeon ..
I FEEL DAMN SAD LA !! AND CONFUSED WHEN I SEE HER !!
I'M JUST A JERK AND VERY IMPATIENT WHEN IT COMES TO PEOPLE LIKE HER ..!!
I MEAN !! ITS JUST !! SHE'S NICE AND FRIENDLY AND KIND AND SWEET !!!!
BUT I HAVE NO DAMN FREAKIN' IDEA WHY I DIDN'T LIKE HER !!
I JUST FEEL ANNOYED !!
I DONT KNOW WHY !!!
T.T !!
GRRRRRRRR !!
I WANNA APOLOGISE AGAIN !!!
to simeon:
I know you may not be reading this !! but I'm just sorry again !!
I know I'm always like this !! If you dont want to forgive me is ok !!
just to let you know I'm very damn freakin' sorry !!
Hate me all you want ! I just want you to know I'm sorry thats all !!!!!!
I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !! I'm SORRY !!
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shit la ! damn ..
*breath in and out*
so erm ..ya..
i just did a confession just now ..
you all no need to read one ..
its just wasting your time ..
so ..
ya ..
to describe people ..
: and so ::
for 1st: Xuan Hui
...nothing much la ..she
erm ..acturlly at home ..then she came with her school uniform when she could come with her home clothes
..then ..furthermore ...SHE'S SICK !!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!
GET WELL SOON !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
.....
for 2nd: Peishin
HAAAAAAAA !!!! I FINALLY FOUND/SEEN/TALK/SEE HER IN PERSON FOR THE LAST 10 MONTHS !!!
(november2007 to now)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!
I FEEL SO HAPPY NOW !! I CAN DIE HAPPILIY TODAY !! (if possible)
she have slimed down and her hair has grown ..
and even john want to know her secret of sliming down ...
soo ..first thing I wanna do is hug her when i see her ..
but nah ...
i think that i should wait ..
.....
dots !!
ya soo talk and talk then walk her and there then ..
[ I so damn miss her man ! ..i thought her attitude change but ..IT DIDNT !! ^^v]
for 3rd: Meifang
SHE CAME !!
SHE ACTURLLY CAME !!
TO MBS !!
OMG !! ..(i have no idea why i so surprised ..)
so ..her first damn question is ..
"you got bring your PSP ???" *sparkling eyes*
(what i say might be fake ..(but her question is real!))
then wa lao ..she came to see me cause of my psp ..
sad sia ..
jkjkjkjkjkjk la !!
ahaha ..
very damn nice to see her again ..
^^
she rocks man ..
so ..
for 4th: Yongxin+Charlotte Lum
^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^
although I just saw them last week, I still kinda miss them ..
two chio bu s ..who wont?!
they rock man ..
one is a jocker ..
one is caring and sweet
^^
and the GRAND ENDING !!!
5th ! : Hui Min !!
SHE IS THE ONLY ONE ..THAT
THE FIRST THING WE SAW EACH OTHER !!
WE RAN TOWARDS EACH OTHER AND GAVE A BIG DAMN FRIENDLY HUG !!
*damn drama seh ..*
(tell you ah ..honestly,, tears almost came out of my eyes .. kekeke ^^)
C'mon !! we're the goodest best friends ever !!
and then ..
i forgot what we do ..
then we split up ..
Xuanhui, Huimin and me went up to 4th floor to 2008 6H the classroom ..
(which was our classroom)
then Meifang and Peishin went their own ways ..
so ..we talk and talk and talk ..
then I took some of their (primary 6H de) worksheets ..
and dot dot dot ..
ya la ..you should know ..
then ..
erm. ..
then came in Yongxin and Charlotte Lum
..
they seemed very shocked to see us in the classroom ..
cause ..( i dont know weather I should say anot ..I think I'll cancel this later bah ..)
huimin is taking off her uniform ..(INSIDE GOT ANOTHER SHIRT LA !)
then she say she wanna strip
and so ..
suddenly ..
those two came in ..
so everyone ..
scilence..... *howling of the wind and the cricket making sounds ..*
..
ya so ..
later ..
is ..
meifang and peishin come in ..
nothing much ..
just took picture ..
then got another class wanna use the room
so we diam ..
...
..
..
then ..
..
oh ya !!
..
erm ..
met the principal ..
and talk ..
then take picture with principal ..
(picture taken by Mr. Preston Goh !)
and then blah blah blah ..
then go band room with huimin ^^
then go back ..
then charlotte lim needa go back lo ..
then huimin have tuition ..
but she eat in canteen ..
then some say wanna go parkway ..
then meifang say she wanna go home ..
so ..
damn confused ..
cause I wanna pei Huimin
but I also wanna pei those who are going to Parkway ..
in the end ..I go parkway ..
so I said my goodbyes to Huimin ..(hugged her again)
and then later to meifang ..
she went emo at the busstop again ..
so ..took bus to parkway ..
walk and walk and walk ..
then go beach ..
..
and then ..
we built sand castle ..
then dugged a very deep hole ..
and ..
WE WENT SWIMMING IN THE SEA !!!
...i very scared got fish man ..
at first I dont wanna swim ..
and then ..
charlotte lum pushed me in ..
and my pants almost go pulled out by the wave ..
TT ..
but who cares ..( not my pants i mean !!)
i got wet ..
i got fun with those two jokers ..
and I had fun ^^
so ..
I just found out that .. ****_*** ***** ****
I shall not say ..
..^^
so ..
erm ..
ya ..then me and charlotte went swiming in the deep sea ..
we swam and swam almost 1/20 of the sea ..
>< i think ..
ahaha ..
charlotte kept saying ..
"DONT LOOK BACK ! DONT LOOK BACK !!"
in the end ..
so ..
erm ..
we swam 5 times ..
1st: charlotte looked back ..
2nd: she looked back again?(I think?)
3rd: I looked back
4th: xuanhui, yongxin and peishin shouted us to swim back ..( i think we went very far ..)
5th: we both looked back?? ..(the furtherest we swam ..)
so ..
ya. .
damn fun la ..
unfortunately I not good in swiming ..
TT ..
I only bronze ..
Charlotte GOLD STAR LEH !!!
sui seh !
...
so ..
erm ..
ya ..
yongxin wanna swim to the ROCK ..
then me and charlotte accompany her lo ..
and then we kept holding her hand until she found a wooden board ..
then we sort of let go? ..
then we got nearer and nearer to the ROCK ..
then two of them got cuts on the leg because of the rocks near the ROCK ..
and I tell you something !!
TODAY !!
I ALMOST BECAME A VAMPIRE !!
I SAW YONGXIN'S BLOOD !!
IT WAS SO DAMN FRESH LA !!!
I FEEL LIKE EATING IT MAN !!
ITS SO DAMN BLOODY RED !! (i know its blood ..but ..aiya ! you got my point !)
...
charlotte didnt bleed but she got cut ...
and its at the leg ..
so its quite painful >< ...
and then ..
ya ..
( i still can't get over the fresh blood)
then I went to get my water bottle to wash their blood of ..
then ..
we went to mac to wash it more off ..
then in the end we ate there ..
oh ya ...
i will not leave out xuanhui and peishin in the story ..
so ..
when I got wet ..
i wanted to push xuanhui and peishin in !..
but xuanhui is sick ah ..
so I better not force her ..just play play lah ..
then wa lao ..
everytime in the sea hor ..
i come out hor .
have the bloody intention to pull those two in hor ..
they two run away ..
cause I came up ..
like zombie like that ..
damn funny la !
...
eheheheheheh ...
then ..
ya ..
we ate ..
..
I have no idea how to order the food ..
then I just said any-o-how
then peishin follow me ..
except for the drink ..
wah !
she eat damn fast la !!
...
we both ate mac spicy ..
and I can't stand very very spicy food ..
so ..
I didnt really finish..
(but almost !! if now ! i just take ONE MORE BITE !! it'll be finished !!!"
..
then when everyone went to toilet ..
left me and peishin with my unfinished burger ..
...
peishin suddenly said in a very menencing voice ..
...
she said .."FINISH IT !!"
....
can hear her grr-ing ..
...
dots ..
then walk to the bus stop ..
then
..
peishin tried to take taxi ..
then in the end ..
the taxi driver dont know where she going ..
so she got out ..
then she took a bus which could get to mount batten ..
and then ..
I have no idea if she's alright or not?? ..
I hope so ..
..
and so ..
erm ..
(wow, I've been blogging for about 45 mins already ..)
Left Xuanhui, Charlotte Lum, Yong Xin and me ..
so ..we took bus 15 ..
all together ..
then ..
yongxin figured out something ..
after ..
I stop
..
next stop is Yongxin
then next stop is Xuanhui
then next stop is Charlotte Lum ..
...
ahaha ..
nice right?? ..
ya so ..
before I leave the bus ..
I gave Yongxin a hug ..
and thats the end of my fun for today ..
I can just die happily now !
some one ..
someone ..
pls !
just kill me now !!
forget it ..
I'm gonna die anyway ..
ho !
I just figured something when I went home ..
some poem? ..
or not ?. ..
some questions la ..
I'll just read it out ..
I probably don't have much time to live ..
so ..
What is the meaning ...
...of life?(common question ..)
How does it feel ...
...to be happy?
What is the difference ...
...between love and infatuation? (somehow this crossed my mind ...not that I care ..)
What if this feeling ..
...goes away?
What if ...
...everything ...
...goes wrong?
What is more important?
Your happiness?
...or theirs?
so ..i think
my answers for now ..
are ..
Answer 1: For me ..its just to live my bloody life on ..and hopes that it does not leave a mark.
Answer 2: I've never felt true happiness before ..but even if I think I did ..I guess ...its to just forget everything and be happy with who you are with ..?
Answer 3: HOW THE HELL WOULD I KNOW?!
Answer 4: I'll be miserable again! I'll cry again and my appitite will just go away ..everything is gonna tumble down again!
Answer 5: It'll all tumble down again ..I'll go back to my miserable life ..and possible ..I'll just do a accident and die from it ..
Answer 6: Theirs of course !! Why must I have my own happiness when they could be happy themselves ..I'm not worth of getting this kind of feeling at all ...
.....
- - ..
drama sia ..
ok
thats it for today !!
HOPE TO MEET ALL OF YOU AGAIN !!
I'M GONNA MISS ALL OF YOU !!
TILL WE MEET AGAIN !!
MY LIFE IS GONNA BE MISERABLE !!
SO ..
YOU GUYS MUST BE HAPPY HOR !!
IN ORDER TO GET TOGETHER AGAIN !!
I'M GONNA MISS ALL OF YOU !!
TAKE CARE !!! TAKE CARE !!!
SEE YA !!
MATA NE !!!
JA !!!!!!!!
Sunday, August 10, 2008
gah ..~
either my voice has become softer/louder/lower/higher ....
>.>
>.>
cannot be louder ..
...
well well well ..
it was national day ..
43rd birthday ho ..
that's stike 1 ..
and the beijing olympics came ..
and singapore ..
wha ..
nice hor ..
nice hor ..
that's strike 2
then still got the F1 race ..
that's strike 3
later 2 years got youth olympics ..
and that's sort of strike 4!
...
singapore is too great ..
people who insulted this little island is gonna suffer big damn time !....
people who insulted this little island is gonna suffer big damn time !....
haiz ...
I have no idea what am I day dreaming these days ..
*arms crossed ..* *looking fustrated*
and when I meant day dreaming ..
I really meant that !
In day time !
D-R-E-A-M-I-N-G!!!
...
then people snap snap infront of my eyes/ears ..
I woke up ..
that kind of dreaming ..
then i did some very damn embarasing things ..that you should have no business to know ..
..
I always forget what I was dreaming about ..
I knew one was about war..
one was about fighting ..
one was about an accident ..
wow ..disasteric ..(dont know wheather its a word or what ..)
huh?
but forget it ..
I can sort of get it away by drawing ..
and these are what I drew ..
[the pictures are kinda small ..sorry uh ..]
Bishounen from OHSHC ....yeah ..
some of the hosts la ..
but one of them is a girl though ..
^^ ...
damn funny show ..
watch it ..
its hilarious !...
--
furthermore ..
these few days I not feeling well ..
my wushu also detioriated ..
(forgot how to spell ..)
(aiya ..the meaning is ' deprove ' la ..something like that ..)
even though I know I'm not good at all ..
but its more worse ..
I do the summer swat hor ..
the one that you use your hands to turn on round ..
yah ..
that one I keep falling down man !
last time never one leh !!
then got one is
-run run run ..
-then jump up high and kick your leg while your hand smack it ..
-come down gently on ma bu (Horse stand)
that one I also fall down ..
T.T
...
do shi yo ?!
........
I hope I coul regain my conciousness ..
??
cause CA2 coming !
and I will not loose my reputation of being 1st in class!!
I have to work hard to get top 4 in level position !!
(top 5% gets more money than top 10%)
..
lols ..aiya ..
its also maybe that I could get into a better class easier ..
^^
and I will not make fun of MBS 6E ~!
(the last in the class of pri 6e ..)
gah ..
as if I could convince people something like that ...
- -
might as well give up?
..
I'm gonna die anyway ..
?????
what the hell am I saying !
god damn !
...
ahhh~
ahh ~
ahhhhhh ~
ahhh~
ahh~
ahhhhhhhh~
foget what I said !
just forget it ..
alright ..
I'll just sign off here now ..
the next post I maybe gonna just show you a video of me playing piano ..
the music is ..
' D.Gray-man - Musician '
nice huh !
alright!
please look forward to it !!
I've worked hard on it!
so ..
^^
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Mata na !
